fuck i know i’m abusing alcohol…and have been for a long time…i really do know that…and after another nite of pounding it back, its prob not a good thing to be puking up blood this morning

i hate getting so fuckin wasted i dont remember the last half of the nite… like who i was talking to, where all my money went, getting home. And of course how my other shoe got up on the roof.

ok im off to get drunk. fuck this sober bullshit